My best friend finally graduated from college. She's now officially a bum. I'm trying to help her find a decent job here in Manila but I don't think it would be easy. I really hope she ends up working here because we have a lot of catching up to do. I miss her sooo bad.

Where are the good guys? The boyfriend material ones? They seem to become scarcer each day. Whenever I meet such guys, its either they're not ready for a relationship yet or they're very much committed to someone else already. Bummer. Am I going to end up alone? Scary thought. I hope not.

Speaking of scary thought, I have Medical Surgical Nursing this semester. As what my schoolmates have told me, it is one of the toughest subjects (in our course). I hope I could get through this. And I’m praying that Ms. Sachi will be my instructor (because she's one hell of a teacher).

I'm not a telebabad person. In fact, I hate talking on the phone. If you want to tell me something, tell me in person or you can just send me a message. Yes, I talk a lot. But I just hate having my ear stuck on the phone for hours talking about nonsense.

So for those people who kept calling me at home just to make chika about someone or something, I'm not interested.

Pointers: You can call me if:
1. It is an EMERGENCY.
2. It is school related.

I feel disappointed with myself lately. I haven't really been a big help in keeping the house. I keep disregarding the chores assigned to me. As soon as I get home from school, I lie on the couch, eat some snacks and wait until my sister or my aunt comes home so they could cook dinner. On weekends, I just lay in bed all day or sometimes I surf the net until my butt gets sore. This has been a routine for me since summer started. No wonder I'm getting bigger.

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Sometimes I feel scared when I think of the future.. my future. It's just that I can't see myself working as a nurse. It's like after I get my license, everything's blurred. I can’t even picture myself having kids or married at least. Could it be a sign that I’ll die early?? Or am I just being paranoid?

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We often see Pinays with their foreign boyfriends or husbands. And let's be honest here, most of these Pinays look cheap and most of those foreigners they're with look old enough to be their dads! Whenever I see such, I can't help but cringe. I can't blame foreigners if they have already stereotyped Pinays as gold-diggers because some of these Pinays really do marry for money and green card. I'm a hypocrite if I say that I never dreamt, not even once, of getting married to a foreigner. I did. Simply because I wanted my future kids to be tall, have fair skin and matangos na ilong, which I obviously don't possess. Improvement of the race, ika nga. If you will notice, any race mixed with Pinoy has a great outcome. Just look at the De Rossi sisters, Anne Curtis and Jackie Rice. I remember mentioning this dream to my family and they all said the same thing. "People might think you're the yaya instead of the mother." Right. >_<